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I didn't know
I didn't know you still had hope
I didn't know you still had feelings
I thought you had given up long ago
and thrown them to the ceiling
I didn't know what you wanted
I didn't know how to try
especially when you told me to leave
and almost said goodbye
I didn't know how to open up to you
I didn't know if I wanted to
but I did not knowing what to expect
and yet in return I didn't even get a word from you
I didn't know you still had hope
I didn't know you still had feelings
I thought you had given up long ago
and thrown them to the ceiling...
The only time i will ever
The only time i will ever leave u is if u tell me to. I was in shock ok. I didn't kno what to say. U already kno everything about my past. U kno about my dad and u kno how I feel about that. I kep away from ppl and I thought u were to. U didnt have to sleep with him and it's taken all of my self control to not yell at him or hit him. He knew how I felt about u when everything happened between u to. I was confused and in shock and I still don't even kno what to say. God. I'm so scared that I'm gonna fucking mess this up with u and I jus don't want to.
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well god knows im not gona tell you to leave... you seriously act like you've never been shocked at something i've done before. I've made countless mistakes in my life kody. and telling you a small amount of the thing i told you mighta been another mistake since you didn't even say anything or really even act like you aknowledged what i told you. you just go and bring up something else to fuss about when im busting my ass telling you the most difficult things. wtf. and do you honestly think i don't/haven't already felt like im gona mess everything up?! you don't know how many other things i already blame myself for. but i guess you would know if you actually listen and aknowledge me instead of looking at me and bringing up something else.