I'm lonely, but never alone
When you're right there
Your painful softness
Your deafening quietness
The insufferable mildness
Of your subtle existence
I can reach out to touch you
But walk my life to get to you
My words are easily heard
So is the barking of a dog
Or the humming of a bird
Sometimes I lose it
And feel the throbbing of my heart
I hold myself with a thread of grace
While I pursue that last splinter
Of fleeing sanity
The final cord of reason
Trying to nudge its way
Through the mysteries of your contradictions
This maddening wisdom of yours
When detailed neatness
And chaotic forces
Find a harmonious corner
And evolve into what drives me crazy
Your painful softness
Your deafening quietness
The insufferable mildness
The unbearable lightness
Of your entire being…
Sarah El Khodary
December 26, 2004
I like this... I like your style.. And thanks for the critique, I appreciate any and all comments.. For some reason it doesnt notify me at my email anymore.. ^_^ Keep writing!
Amber