angels grabbing at my feet,
for my soul they want to meet,
never again will I fall back
back into their horrible stinging grip.
this depression is a part of me,
they say they want to help,
but I don't want their help....
thats what they cannot see.
I've fallen into the deepest pit,
the deepest pit of my soul,
Nothing stops this pain inside,
nothing stops their fairy tale lies,
for me there is no reality,
for me...there is no me.
i've fallen into the deepest pit,
the deepest pit of my soul,
nothing stops this pain inside...
nothing stops their fairy tale lies...
always believing what they are told
never finding out the truth...
even in the light
I look around myself and see...
nothing....abolutely nothing
all I see is black...
not a tear or a scar...nothing....
I cry out in my sleep...
I cry out in fear
I dont want to fall anymore
but I dont want their help
this depression is a part of me
they say they want to help,
but i don't want their help....
thats what they cannot see.
I've fallen into the deepest pit,
the deepest pit of my soul,
Nothing stops this pain inside,
nothing stops their fairy tale lies,
for me there is no reality,
for me...there is no me.
only my absolute nothingness