OFFICE INSTANT MESSAGE

OFFICE INSTANT MESSAGE

I want to speak to you and I must work up the nerve,

This fear of rejection I feel is absurd.

I send you a work question and you answer me quick,

Resolution is given in 5 words, you are now gone, I am sick.

I want you to linger to respond in a detailed way,

But you have moved on to other things in your busy day.

I’d give up these feelings if I knew how to do it,

I’m really in pain and I want to be through it.

I’d like it if you hung on like you would if you cared,

My want is now raw my feelings not spared.

I know that I am wrong to desire you so,

But this desire is upon me and it will not go.

I need help, to be convinced that you are less than a goddess

I only want to hear you speak; touch your hair and bodice.

To see you smile, and laugh and roll your eyes and dance,

Leaves me in awe, obsessed, and in a trance.

I cannot think, I cannot focus, it is you I wish to be near.

Let me get back to this PowerPoint I’ll try to forget you my dear.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is my first post,  I have someone that am in love with and I am trying to forget, I am married and so is she.  To limit my pain, I try not to contact her, but today I had to contact her via IM for a work question that I needed the information.  The poem describes how I feel,  writing kind of helps my brain move on to what I need to do.  Any comments that you care to make are appreciated.  -Runningman66

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