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I cry sometimes for no reason. Just about the same number of times I laugh for no reason. I think about my future and I'm hopeful, then in the same thought of I'm scared of my lonely future that I believe will go unloved. I tell myself I'll rather have my love expire then have it tainted with evil. I breathe in deep while staring at the ceiling then tears come rushing down my cheeks sometimes I'm sad but a lot of the time I'm pissed. I just prayed to God 5 seconds after my prayer I became angry dwelling on the past thinking why me. Why I never got to give my innocents away why I never got to choose my path WHY out of all the children it was me. Was it suppose to go down like that! How In the hell is someone who has never been in love suppose to move on from that! I feel sick disgusted it wasn't my fault but I'm guilty. Why do I feel so damn guilty.