My Pain

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Poems About Me

Pain, pain, please go away
Come again some other day
I don't want to suffer
I don't want this torture
I'm never going to make it alive
You promised me something
And this you did not keep
Now I'm lying on the floor in the dark
Now all I can do is weep
I'll never win no matter how hard I try
I wasn't meant to be happy in this life
No one can save me, no one will try
I'm better off in a corner
As I'm waiting to die
You meant it when I couldn't
You swore you'd never say good-bye
The tears on my face belong here
There's no need to wipe them away
Because they will come another day
I will not last for long
If I keep going like this
Something will finally snap
And I will still be lost in my misery
I wish my agony would disappear
I feel like I'm slowly dying
I feel like I'm just one blow away
Will anyone realize I'm gone?
I don't know why I ever tried
I want to give up and stop feeling like this
But there's something inside me
Something keeping me from giving up
I wish it would tell me what's in store
Because I don't want to do this anymore

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is the way I feel almost all the time. I am a miserable person and yet I am happy. It's hard to explain fully who I really am. Even if you knew me, you wouldn't understand. It's hard to put it into words how I think and feel and even if I could, there would still be something missing every time. I've just had a hard life.

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KemistryKia's picture

Relating

Knowing this pain all too well I am very proud of your write, such great vivid emotions, great job !


KemistryKia ")

RosesHaveThorns88's picture

thank you, that actually

thank you, that actually means a lot right now because lately I seem to be facing a bit of writer's block and anytime I try to write something it doesn't seem to come out right. I've been feeling pretty down lately though, gotta lot of stuff going on and all that. :)


~I've never wanted to hurt until I've been hurt myself, and once I am, you'll see a whole different side of me that will truly scare you.~