a box can last a lifetime
if it is filled with life.
plucking humans in and out daily
closing their eyes when the lid is shut
so no one can see the master at work.
inside this box there was a room
and in the room i could be found
sitting quietly and orderly in the corner.
smiling when smiled at, and crying
when thick hands pulled at my hair.
humans would fall into this box, into the room,
every day and every night. they
would bring colored cloth and sugar spray
and tales of their world.
so many adventures occured, but
never such adventures knew me
by name. one day, the box master
descended upon me, you. you were painted
red in your eyes and lingered
a scent that carried my mind and
drove me wild with curiosity.
you brushed the last bits of sunlight
from your shoulder. you didn't even
realize that you were so suddenly my new world.
you crawled through the room and into my skin.
your eyes pecked from mine. you heard
things only my childhood would remember.
my imperfections bleeding through
your new found pores. you were
so cold. we should have carved
that box. taken a canoe and sang that song.
you could tell me to kiss you and if i refused, i
would get out and swim. i would not move.
because you found my heart. remarkably,
still pumping in your near frozen hands.
did you know i'm growing my hair long in the box, in the room?
just for you. we planned our
marriage on the blue cotton sofa.
one day, we went wrong. the lamp hit the wall
and the master took you from my aching arms.
you will never be able to remember the scars.
how did i get them?
must have slipped your mind, again.
you read my braile so well.
i wish the hands that pulled you away would send you back.
i'm in this box, sitting quietly.
as quiet can be, as orderly as i can, in the corner. again.
once so sweet, my smile now fights with the demons.
from all the empty words racing through this universe,
this box only lasts a lifetime.
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loving reading your work, Rose...
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