That nagging little piece of doubt -
It clings to me with such veracity.
I can’t be certain that it’s factual
Or fashioned by my frenzied mind.
I feel so much, this bond between us
I know it’s pure and unrefined.
Yet still it stings me, keeps me haunted
That qualm which seems to bide my time.
I’m here though aren’t I?
Still unseeming -
Skirmishing within the tides.
I’ll fight it, blatant! Held by no guise
So that it may see me -
He may see me.
As I am, for I know not -
How to deceive him
Less not, bereave him!
So why I find I cannot shake it
When all he can do is to profess.
And induce in me that grand desire -
Of love and trust and innocence.
Great, another great pull off, very descriptive, and true to humanity.