The Kissing Fear

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Love & Sex

I no longer know it exactly
I've remembered it too much
But it was proof of your feelings
Wasn't it, babe?

The sweet, lingering, and seemingly emotional kiss
Continuous pressure of your lips on mine

As you know me from above
My arms around your head

And I felt you change
Your breathing; movement..
I knew you were higher

And you stayed with me
Face to face, lips as one
As you shook
Moved to heaven and back
You kept me with you

My heart is yours
I'm falling in 'SCARY WORD' and wonder if you might be too
But you don't want a capital 'R' Relationship

Sweet torture, bitter beautiful hell
how long shall I let this continue?

If you prove your love without a title,
As I hope and pretend that you have,
why should i seek the word?

If you need to be without words
to find yourself, Mr. 10 years in relationships
to try to become a complete person...

Am I needy or insecure,
or am I not standing up for myself?
Being Naive?

I despise this poem
For continuing on to the truth
Instead of ending with the kiss
Disney movies are made
to crush little girls
When love isn't what they expected
Situations are a bitch.

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