I feel so much pain
Vaulted inside,
I feel so much pain
Till the point I don't cry,
I'm getting tired & tired
I'm losing grip & focus,
I'm losing family & friends
This depression chain never ends,
I always question myself
Should I let go?
Should I forget the remains?
& go find a rope,
& put myself in a position
Where I could lose my life,
I'm so tired of walking
through this hell world!!
nobody cares for you like a
Irresponsible individual with no life,
but writing poems is a life
I'm done questioning myself
Followers do bloom,
in a happy mood, if I'm staying prideful & love myself,
nobody knows
what you vault in the inside
I'm so tired, I'm so tired,
"Writing poems is a life"
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I started writing poetry in 1971, published first poem in 1972, third poem in 1973 and never stopped. I am 64 and will write till I die - but it is good to learn a skill, a trade in the world even if it's planting flowers: otherwise life gets and stays "vaulted".
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