I've slit my throat for you
How was I to see that you ripped my mind in two
I hate what you have done to my life
Stabbed me repeatedly with your emotional knife
I'm so lost and lonely now
I don't miss you though even if you think your holier than thou
I've shed way too many tears
It will take a long time to recover, so many years
I am dying inside each day since I've known who you really are
I thought we were close but we were so far
I wish I knew the real you inside
If I did I wouldn't contemplate suicide
You put the gun to my head and said
"Don't worry it's only a bullet" as I bled
But you wouldn't end it there
Strapped me down in your heartache chair
You beat me down like a misbehaved slave
Wishing you pulled the trigger and send me to my grave
As I bled my pain on your sadistic floor
Between broken teeth and gore drenched thoughts I called you a whore
Broke my legs of motivation with your pipe of reality
And pissed on my dignity to mark your territory
I can only hope to love again before I expire
I hope my words make you wake up and inspire
You always haunt me even when your gone
I write this now as I hold this gun
I loved this. Very angry and at the end I loved it when you said, "I can only hope to love again before I expire, I hope my words make you wake up and inspire.." I loved it, very good poem. P.S. I think you're cute too, send me an email! haha
Melissa Marina Flores