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Suicide Poems spiraling down into a dark sea of depression
i can tell he no longer loves me,
no longer wants me in his arms, bed or home.
he's done with me and all i can feel is pain
ripping my soul apart, shredding it to pieces.
i don't belong here anymore, i wonder if i ever did to begin with.
neither of us were as we'd said, complete strangers
trying to make it work, like fitting a square through a circle.
it just doesn't work. he hates me, i feel it every time he yells,
every time he get mad over something, and says for me to leave.
he means it, he wants me gone, but i don't want to leave.
i love him even through all this, and wonder how to fix it.
my depression gets worse everyday now,
everything i do seems to make stuff worse.
he doesn't want me anymore.
my sadness grows cuz i realize things are never going to change,
no matter how much i love him, i can't make him love me.
there's nothing in this world to make that happen,
i was stupid to try to see the sunlight again.
i don't deserve it, not after all the things i've done in my life.
just once i wish i could find the one man in this world for me,
someone to love me for me, and who doesn't wish me to leave,
or yell at me over stupid things. someone to hold me and love me
even though some things go wrong.
She'll know
Never give up hope because of some dope if he cannot see it wasn't meant to be he was bit a stone on the path you walk alone but the path at it's end shows light that never ends you were waiting to feel what love was for real not the surreal you were waiting for truth and it fought nail and tooth hoping to see if it could just be was it enough to make you not give up though just a man would you still take my hand allow me to show the world you've never known to give you a home tho asked through a poem