This anger continues to pour right out of me
What I wish for most in life is to be free
I need someone to save me from this hell
This hell they call a prison cell
I didn't even do the crime
but still I'm forced to do the time
I don't know what is becoming of me
I think I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm finally dying
I can still hear her crying
The pain in her eyes...
Have I gone mad?
Some say I have
I guess That's why I'm here
My cell,
It's strange to me,
The walls are not of cold, depressing cement,
But of soft, yellow cushion,
I think I have gone mad
Did I kill her?
I am no longer sure
Am i even alive?
For all I know I could be dead
To rest upon that cold, dark bed
and never see the light again
never loving
never end
To wait upon her return
For what I did
In hell, i shall burn
But did I do it?
I am not sure...
Why would I?
Or was it her?
I cannot say
So, at least for today,
I killed my lover
OMG!!! I remember when you wrote that!!! Remember the good ol' days??? I wish we could go back in time....well, yeah... As always...I love your poem...especially this one, cuz I had the privilage of being the first one to ever read it!!! love ya much!!! bye bye beloved!!