I went too far this time.
Missed my stop.
I’ve probably done this many times before,
But why would I remember doing something like that.
Memory is a complex issue.
When there’s a lot on your mind the days just fly by,
It’s like being transferred into the future-now without gaining any knowledge of what went on in-between.
Things just seem like a blur.
My memories are all I have of what I used to be.
Sometimes I close my eyes and sense what yesterday used to feel like.
Am I so different from what I was yesterday?
I look different, but I don’t feel different.
Okay, I know more than I did.
And I’m wiser.
This does not constitute a difference in my personhood.
Knowledge and wisdom are just tools that will help you get what you want.
However, the more I know, and the wiser I am,
I realize the closest I’ve been to having what I want was as a child.