It was all about you..

I did something no one ever did and I told u how I feel
N I'm just waiting wondering if you’d open what had been seal

Do you know how much you mean to me?
I am dying inside.. why can’t you see ?

Stop changing so fast
Give your actions some time let them last

I don’t know why I can never move on…
When people know about this they think it's Pun

They have no idea how deep you sunk in my heart
They have no idea that I lost a part…

I have no idea if you actually forgot
I have no idea what are the causes of your flout

Why have you held my hand from the first place?
Why did you show me your love with that adorable face?

What made me feel you’ll never leave me alone?
What made my heart beat fast other than your voice on the phone?

But why am I left here
Why aren’t you even near?

Am I so stupid that I couldn’t forget?
Should I show off and act like I regret?

Should I be disappointed for believing you?
Or should I wait because you might change and you promised you'll do?

Or is this promise just like the others?
It appears to be a bird, but it ends up being feathers?

We used to be one person,what happened now?
Our love was so special..but its over.. don't ask me how !

I feel I'm a dead person these days..
My life now is full of boldness it just appears as a different phase..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i need your support plz !!

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running_with_rabbits's picture

:-) hugs just keep writing

:-) hugs

just keep writing and time will make it easier to bear my dear.


Much Love

Ashley

rania's picture

thank u very muchh <3 i will

thank u very muchh <3 i will ... <3

KingofWords's picture

Wow!

What a spellbinding poem to read! March on...

rania's picture

thank you very much !!

thank you very much !!

Jesster's picture

I really love this rania.

I really love this rania. It's beautiful.


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rania's picture

thank you veryy much !!

thank you veryy much !!

MissSaigon's picture

Unrequited love is just the

Unrequited love is just the worst thing to experience... I've been through it a few times in high school and in the end, it just mentally and physically damaged me. I ended up hurting myself a lot because they didn't return my feelings, just left me in the friendzone. Now that it's over because I have a boyfriend, it feels so much better to be free from pain. But, when I see one of my friends whom I used to be in love with, it brings back the painful memories. I really know how that feels, but in the end, we all grow stronger and better. No matter how much shit our heart feels sometimes, good things always come in the end. Don't worry sweetie, you'll find someone that'll love you as much as you love them like I did. :) And btw, this is very lovely and poetic <3 (Wicked Lovely much?)

rania's picture

Thank you very much.. well

Thank you very much.. well yes I know ... but we are friends now and i got rid of my feelings and just realized IF IT WAS MEANT TO BE i THINGS WOULD have kept on going like they used to WITH NO CHANGES... so i think i learned many lessons from this experience.. anw thank you very much for your support .. :D