I know you don't want
to talk about us
because it makes it
harder to focus on him
But what does that tell you?
What are you going to do
when the newness is gone
from his kiss
and you want to return to
the fullness of my lips?
What are you going to do
when each time you are
released from his embrace
all you see is my face?
I mean what if you intentionally
have sex with someone other than me
and end up pregnant accidently?
Or worse catch a disease
that you hope you never give to me
all because you acted prematurely
What if he takes you on trips
but the entire time you're wishing
it was me your sharing it with?
No matter what you do
when he looks at you
he will always see me
because your heart was mine
when your pseudo friendship was concieved
he will always wonder is she thinking
of him or of me
and your stubbborn pride will
try to hide your honesty
This reads like a letter. Heart driven and extremely deep. I like it a lot.
Once again you speak the truth. Truthfully speaking. I am here for you my friend.