Truthfully Speaking

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Pain

I know you don't want

to talk about us

because it makes it

harder to focus on him

But what does that tell you?

What are you going to do

when the newness is gone

from his kiss

and you want to return to

the fullness of my lips?

What are you going to do

when each time you are

released from his embrace

all you see is my face?

I mean what if you intentionally

have sex with someone other than me

and end up pregnant accidently?

Or worse catch a disease

that you hope you never give to me

all because you acted prematurely

What if he takes you on trips

but the entire time you're wishing

it was me your sharing it with?

No matter what you do

when he looks at you

he will always see me

because your heart was mine

when your pseudo friendship was concieved

he will always wonder is she thinking

of him or of me

and your stubbborn pride will

try to hide your honesty

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Tawanda Roberson's picture

This reads like a letter. Heart driven and extremely deep. I like it a lot.

Veronica's picture

Once again you speak the truth. Truthfully speaking. I am here for you my friend.