They told me ol'boy was pissed
but I didn't think he'd go out
like this
all I hear is people scream'n
I swear this feels like I'm dream'n
I don't understand
I can't feel my hands
I feel numb from my head to my feet
I can't hear anything else over the
sound of my heart beat
this street life I would've stopped
if I'd known what it was like to be shot
I can't see past the tears in my eyes
Damn! It really feels like I'm about to die
Blackout
What happened? Everything is dark
and I've lost my fight
Whats that in the distance?
It looks like a bright light
it looks like that tunnel people talk
about when your dead
Damn! I hope I am dreaming and this is
all in my head
Blackout
Wait! I'm back, back to reality
I see my moms on the side of my bed
on bended knee
I hear the doctors tell her I'm lucky
to be alive
the bad part is the rest of my life
I'll be paralyzed
it wasn't worth living my life in the streets
I knew all along this life wasn't for me
I wanted to live in the fast lane playing
the thug game
Now I'll live the rest of my life in numbing pain
damn, this was good