If life were simple I'd know what to say,
but with things as they are I have no art.
Please pardon my discretion on this day,
but under circumstance I'm bent apart.
How could this hour have brought a mystic lore
to end the steeped confusions of my times?
Could any man, before he knew - before
his understanding - see beneath his rhymes?
I've died on days like these and come undone,
stayed home at least in mind for days and weeps;
yet nothing in this holds a battle won,
so nothing different waits: decision seeps.
I'm stuck here for the moment, come what may -
though it were better to be soon away.
i can relate. a haiku on similar theme for your keep:
inspiration
suddenly i found pleasure
in just seeing the rain fall