it is a thing i notice, a noise i make. i make.
i have heard, have seen the quiet disbelief, not of loudness
not a claim of disbelief, not anything so bold
(you’ll never see that these days)
but a byward look, a downcast eye, a glint of some truth
untold to me, held tight in their sighs
of passive resentment, unempowered encouragement,
a lack of respect for the beauty of growing, of growth
a lack of belief, not atheism,
but ahumanism, abeatifulism,
as if
you must harvest beauty, candy-wrapped sweet
ruby red beautiful and cheap
from the ground
dust we are? they said. back into the dust for round 2?
but now we would carry on as if
the world owed us beauty and your beauty wasn’t beautiful enough
and unlike the flower you are,
ephemeral, short-lived, pale and sweet
you need to be a different kind of flower
to be beautiful (not really)
to be accessible
to be cheap
to be able to communicate, prostitute, heave
your entirety, identity, all that you are in a moment
a briefest moment
it is for the world to decide, upon seeing you,
if you are worthy of occupying the space you do
and if you are not
you must quietly return to the background, ugly and ashamed
and spin the gears, turn the cogs, draw the curtains,
write the lines,
for the beautiful ones
I agree, with just one
I agree, with just one reservation, that this poem should not be further edited, because it reads so well as it is. The one alteration I would suggest is to change "round 2" to "round two." And those last ten or so lines are very, very powerful.
Starward