The sun I never see,
I never feel it on my skin,
Never feel the wet rain,
I don’t know why,
Its not exactly like I care,
People I never see now,
It feels as if im lost,
Cant dry tears,
Cant cry blood,
All because I don’t feel,
My heart should beat,
Yet it doesn’t,
My blood should flow,
But nothing comes when im cut,
Never feel a broken bone,
I don’t feel any emotions,
I haven’t felt anything for a while,
Not even something deep inside,
I know this isn’t right,
I know its not normal,
But then again,
Neither am I,
I haven’t been normal for a long time,
Days, months, years,
I forget how long its been,
That day I changed,
The day I never felt again,
The last things I felt,
Cold steel blade,
Ripping through my skin,
Slicing away precious life lines,
Hot blood pouring down,
Oozing like something between liquid and solid,
Flowing away form its destiny,
The day I changed,
Was the day I,
Died inside.