FALLING

Folder: 
Depression

I feel like im falling,
Down and down,
Into where im afraid of,
Somewhere I dont want to be,
That dark place inside,
The place of nothing,
No one ever sees it,
A dark and uninviting area,
Falling there you lose all feeling,
Except one or two,
That urge to carve into flesh,
Rip parts away,
Let the blood run free,
See everything flow away,
Feel of the blood escaping,
Dripping down from the cuts,
The other feeling is hate,
Mainly for yourself,
But for everything else too,
People around you,
Everyone you know,
Mainly for you,
The dark place is so comforting,
It almost seems a good idea to stay,
You know you cant though,
Cant stay,
Locked away in your mind,
Empty shell of what was a human,
Nothing there, no sign of life,
Except for the faint breathing,
Youre safe inside your head,
In your dark place,
Where youve fallen.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written on 6 april 2007

View queen_serenity's Full Portfolio
Msbeaverlover's picture

Breathe taking.

Wow....