DEAD TO THE WORLD

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Depression

Please don’t leave me here alone and cold,

I know I have my boyfriend, I need you too,

You really don’t realise how much I do need you,

Make me happy, laugh, bring out my good side,

If it wasn’t for you, I’d of died 3 years ago,

The way you bring me to reason, make me see sense,

If only you were still here.



Now that you’re gone, part of me is too,

I can’t help but think that I'm partly to blame for your death,

If only you were still here, and not gone from me,

Don’t you see, your putting me through HELL without you,

Turn back time if I could, make you come back,

Damn it, I need you so, my best friend, part of me,

I miss the way you make me smile, laugh,

The warm feeling inside, just ‘cos it's you.



The pain I feel inside is not like you know,

How I wish to keep my promise true, it’s so hard,

Never forget I love you alright, if I'm the only one,

I don’t care, so be it, you're part of me, don’t leave,

Eternal torment rips through me, perpetually forever,

Crying non-stop, grieving over your death forever more,

Knowing there’s a part of me gone, missing, dead,

Rivers flow from my eyes, making pools, lakes, and oceans.



Why did you do it? I’d never of done it to you,

You give up now, you leave me here alone, I’d never do it to you,

I know you're going away for a while, not too far though,

Just promise me to return safe, alive, maybe happy,

Don’t you get it yet? I need you, always have and will,

I cant let you kill yourself, or a part of me,

Tell me what’s wrong, I wont say, I promise,

I just need to know you will be okay, you're going to live.



Why do really good things end way too soon for me?

Why does happiness leave me so, I'm bitter now,

Stay with me please, I need you more than anything,

Just promise me you wont do it, at all, not, just yet,

I want you to know that as I write this I'm in bed,

Tears are falling onto my pillows, my pen writes,

My heart is aching and worrying so much, it hurts,

I need you, now, before your time slips away to nothing.



Goose bumps crawling all over my flesh from anxiety,

Coldness sets into my veins from the surrounding air,

If you kill yourself, be prepared to kill me too,

Make my life unhappy, and everyone else’s too,

I know your suffering, I feel it to, really I do,

No matter what happens, I’ll never forget you,

I will always love you, I'm there for you,

Your dead to the world, but you live through me,

Please don’t do it, please! For me if no-one else, just me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dont do it! ever! not without taking me with you!

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mouths_of_babes's picture

Good stuff hun. Hadn't seen it before. Who is this directed at btw?