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The pain I feel isn't just from bruising, cutting, but from you too,

Claiming you care, you trust, you love, it's not true, none of it is,

Making me beleive you honnestly care enough to be friends,

I look into your eyes, all I see is hate, and disgust for me.



Hopes dashed, heart shattered, minds insane with fear of you,

Claiming you to be what you are noe, you know it, and so do I,

It's as if you want to hurt me, make me bleed, make my cry,

Cutting away my life, my soul gone, shreds of dignity incinerated.



Nothing is ever as it seems, but I know it is, i'm hated,

I look up into your soul, yes you really are that bad,

Why I thought I could ever trust you in the first place is stupid, i'm naiive,

Forever being under you and your hate, you're no friend, but a monster.



Burning candles to cast spells, they never work either, too lame,

To think you could have loved me, I wallow in self pity, forever,

Friends don't hurt friends, you're no friend, just a freak mutated being,

How anyone likes me is a mystery, i'm worse than all of you.



I look at answers, DEATH springs to mind, and pain and torture,

Silver flashes in the darkness, a low scream of pain and then silence,

Theres an arm full of marks in the morning, diagonal, horizontal,

The morning brings pain and sorrow and regretting, the marks fade, eventually.



Internal torment of you inside me hurts, bleeds, scars and burns,

The blade making clean cuts, randomly on my arm in the dark,

Cold eyes stare at me, I am a freak in your eyes,

I can't be loved, not by you anyway, you would like me dead.



I hope you can look into your heart and see the pain you cause,

To make it so you are no longer hurting me, to become my friend,

Sense what you are doing, playing with my feelings and emotions,

To have yours drained like you have mine, to be hurt badly.



To say you need me, i'm special to you, it's lies and deciet,

Untrue words and hidden meanings of repulsion and dislike,

How you got away with it is unfair and unrealistic, it hurts,

Never had pain in your life before, never plan to either.



Take, take, take and drain others of their life and emotions, for thrills,

Physically scaring me, mentally distorting me, killing me,

Never quite sucessfuly managing to eternally kill me,

Why can't you see what pain you cause me hurts?!