The answer is in these words...
When my soul descended
into this shell,
And my heart placed
in its well,
One half of my love
was given to me,
the other half was
somehow set free,
My very first love
was meant to teach,
that our grasp may,
indeed, match our reach,
And my second love,
well, she would define,
that love with a heart must
include a love of the mind,
my third love she
was the queen of my pain,
she taught me to be true
and never betray,
what I seek is what
is a missing part of me,
the first half of my love
that has been set free.
My LAST love is
my heart's penultimate friend,
for after God's love
I'll never want for love...again.