Let me have it.
It's all I have now
and I beg you,
please,
let it remain my own.
If this all you leave me
then let it be the
sweet staple of the last
days of us.
I am made naught by
your words. They bite
and tear as if to
consume my soul and
rend the life I have
left from my failing grasp.
And all I can do is
watch in horror as
our beautiful cathedral
of love is destroyed
brick-by-brick, cuppola-
by-cuppola, minaret-by-
minaret.
Until finally, it is no
longer standing. And all
I have left is the illusion
of a love that never was.
So then, let it stay. Leave
it to me as a man leaves his
legacy to an infant son. And
allow me to slip into the world
that exists only in my head
where we are always one and
happy.
I want my illusion to always
remain fresh and poignant.
In this way, way we are eternally
joined.