I took a journey once
some time ago.
An uplifting journey to
a place where everyone
looked like me.
I mean every color of the
Earth tone rainbow was
represented in its beauty.
And all I could do was...
look and cry.
I took a ship where I was
working everyday for 12
hours doing something
this or that or whatever.
And my brothers all went
about their business all
oblivious to me AND each
other.
But when the cattle boats
came to ferry us ashore
to the Motherland,
All WE could do was...
look and cry.
I mean don't get the
brother twisted. I am
THAT brother. Soul solid,
raised "po", independent,
the intellect of Timbuktu,
the strength of the Ashanti
and the Cherokee, wise,
sun-blessed, and seeking
further knowledge of self.
But to set foot upon the
cattle boats, standing on
wooden planks in the waters
where my ancestors were
borne away from their homes...
Then...
To set foot upon this land,
this earth, this soil...
among the peoples of the
Sun, the Nubians rebirth...
The prodigal sons returned...
Brothers were askin' each other
"do you feel that shit"? As tears
streaked down every cheek. And we
were all silent as we stepped from
the cattle boats.
I couldn't help it. They came
of their own accord and I
let them flow freely as my foot
came to rest upon the land
where my forefathers walked
without contention.
My heart, warmed by the Swahili
greetings of my bretheren...
"Jhambo!" my brothers...
Jhambo!
Greeted warmly by the tribe of
Masai Warriors.
We talked and supped with one
another and spoke of hurt
feelings and animosity towards
those born abroad. And we
spoke of life from our perspective...
Where I'm from...
On my Block...
In my hood...
With "down" brothers...
and a "set-tight" click...
and "posse-deep"...
and "mob-deep"...
and rollin' wit "my set"...
flossin' wit my "crew"...
and we was "wile-in" kid, wit my "tribe"!
But I'm sayin, we ain't from
here, but we from HERE! And
can't nothin stop us from being
here because we share the blood.
And we left here on ships,
fought to get off ships,
had to fight to get on ships,
and we came back...HERE...on ships!
Unshackled!
Free men. Of our own volition.
Of our own accord. On our own
terms.
And although Uncle Sam was footin'
the bill, and although the Captain
was sayin things like...
"Be careful of the water and those
people"
And the "other man" was sayin things
like...
"Why the hell did we come here?"
"Ain't shit to do in Africa."
"Wonderful, it ain't as if we don't
have enough of them on board already".
Or some simply dedcided not to get off the ship.
And Richard Pryor was right...I didn't hear the word
nigger once. Cause to speak it was un-called for or
...unhealthy.
And I met Europeans who spoke to me as a person and
met teachers and doctors educated in England but looked
like my cousin Al from North Carolina. And met beautiful
black women of all shapes, sizes, and colors.
And had breakfast prepared before me by an African chef...
and went on a photo safari...
and swam in the pool and lounged by the pool and found out
that alcohol is just as strong in Africa as it is where
I'm fr...
I know who I am, now. I truly know who I am. And I am
many things. But at the top of that list I am above all
a black man. The 12th generation son of captives who is
proud of his heritage and stands strong and free. Made
wise and now in-tune all because of...
a journey I took once some time ago.
The power of your words in this piece make me want to plan a trip to Africa, to be able to experience that sense of belonging, of being "home" Thank you.