Its rainin' outside
and also in my mind,
pourin' down & floodin'
my head with thoughts
of you, but its not
just the thought of
you surroundin' my thoughts
& blowin' my mind...
it’s what you left behind.
Seductive scents left on
my bed as I lie across it,
holdin' the pillows tightly,
bringin' me closer to you.
This is not perfume,
this intoxicating scent
is Her-fume...
its surrounds my body,
digging deep into every pore,
lockin' in which is you...
Sitting still is the time
ticking in my head,
wondering when I will
once again be able to
take hold of you & have
your scent captivate me
once again...
holding you close to me,
nothing between us but air,
passin' your scent from your
skin to mine, forever linking
me to your natural fragrance.
Your Picture stairs me down,
each morning & night without you,
as your luscious scent sets the
ambiance in my room, creating a scene
in which dreams are made of,
candles are lit and "At Last" we share
such a deep connection, but this
is real, no dream, this is my fantasy...
but missin' one large piece, YOU.
Its been what seems like a week,
a week or 2 of hell, with you not around,
with your scent all around
but you not to be found.
You always loved my words bcuz
they came from the heart, but
these words I speak now are from what
seems to be a broken heart;
I don't believe you will be ever
again in my arms again, never to
share what we once had...
I am holding on to our memories... Painful,
to think of what I have left
of you, scents, pictures, love, a broken heart... Painful,
to think that even with
all that we shared, it wasn't enough... Painful,
to know love has left me once again;
More Painful... to know that unfortunately,
you are not my girl no more... Painful,
that your scent is forever burned in my mind...
where no scent will ever compare...