To Close My Eyes

Volume Two

I have bottled up all these emotions inside
even went as far to believe in the lie
that going through hell, I came out fine
close my eyes, pop another pill,
and chase it with a glass of wine

Walking around with a shattered heart
I sat there while I let you rip me apart
Whispering your name, now we will never be the same

I just want to detach from everything
to close my eyes and hear the universe sing
but now I have lost faith in the essence of trust
the word love quickly rots into nothing but lust.
You had promised me a dream, you knew would never be.
You had given me false hope, made me believe
knowing full well I was already scared and deceived

“Let me close my eyes, as the world before me dies
I will walk the path to oblivion,
I will never give up until I am done
deliver me unto the pits of despair,
let the anguish wash over me until I no longer care”

I'm chasing shadows in the corners of my sanity
I'm stalking the mistress who tempts me
and slowly losing my faith and hope in all things
Men, like children can be evil beings.

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twiztid_girl_'s picture

I love this. When I got to

I love this. When I got to the end, I wanted there to be more...
A very fine piece of work indeed.

MatthewWayne's picture

Aww thank you :) yes there

Aww thank you :) yes there are a few that seem to be a little short sometimes, even I noticed this on a few of them haha

"I am my own sort of strange, a supernova of madness and brillance. Forced to share the same space and time. Sane enough to not be seen, yet not crazy enough to be heard." -- Matthew Wayne

Elfy's picture

You'll find your faith again.

You'll find your faith again. Just give it time for your heart to heal, and you'll belive in things just like before, just in a differant way. That person shouldnt have broken your heart, cause they will pain one day, cause karmas a B****. lol Your right men and chilldren are evil things, but dont forget, so are women, we do evil things too.