Show me the path before my eyes
through this thick haze I never apologize
one day you all will realize
this is my life, my journy, my quest
I may not believe in god, or that this is a test
but when I die, my mind will finally rest
A million ideas, a million thoughts
it's not the drugs that cause my mind to rot
the twisted chaos never stops
that is until your mind numbs
Comatose is what I've become
outside the emotional drama
healing years of mental trauma
hiding years of pain and scars
getting lost staring at the stars
A million miles away
in a world my own, a thought I still have today
A god in the heavens
banished to serve eternity in prison
close your eyes and make a decision
careful not to let it become an obession
colors so vivid and bright
close your eyes and take flight
intoxicated by the rum
Comatose is what I've become
As tonight my mind will be numb