Inspiration

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Volume Two

I look up to these Artists, those Musicians

feeling their pain, it gives me inspiration

all the while struggling with my own deamons

closing my eye's, I find myself facing my own perversions

No peace of mind, No place to hide

your doctors say Im a danger to society

when its all just a matter of priority

My life is not your book, Im not just another number

it's your society that keeps getting dumber



"I'm only human, with mistakes

Living a life with no retakes

and no where to escape,

with every step Im judged by you

to the point if I held my breath, I'd turn blue"



Doctors all trying to prescribe me some kind of medication

telling me it's for the best, for my depression

all trying to set a standard for perfection

but the pain makes me feel human

and gives me inspiration

but sadly turns into an obsession

luckily I have my own method of healing

that doesnt take away my feeling

that doesnt make me numb

or want to pick up a gun

So the next time, before you start asuming

that you know who I am, or what I am doing,

take a look in the mirror

and ask yourself, if thats a person you should fear



"Im only human, with mistakes

Living a life with no retakes

and no where to escape,

with every step Im judged by you

to the point if I held my breath, I'd turn blue"


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