I look up to these Artists, those Musicians
feeling their pain, it gives me inspiration
all the while struggling with my own deamons
closing my eye's, I find myself facing my own perversions
No peace of mind, No place to hide
your doctors say Im a danger to society
when its all just a matter of priority
My life is not your book, Im not just another number
it's your society that keeps getting dumber
"I'm only human, with mistakes
Living a life with no retakes
and no where to escape,
with every step Im judged by you
to the point if I held my breath, I'd turn blue"
Doctors all trying to prescribe me some kind of medication
telling me it's for the best, for my depression
all trying to set a standard for perfection
but the pain makes me feel human
and gives me inspiration
but sadly turns into an obsession
luckily I have my own method of healing
that doesnt take away my feeling
that doesnt make me numb
or want to pick up a gun
So the next time, before you start asuming
that you know who I am, or what I am doing,
take a look in the mirror
and ask yourself, if thats a person you should fear
"Im only human, with mistakes
Living a life with no retakes
and no where to escape,
with every step Im judged by you
to the point if I held my breath, I'd turn blue"