The pain of your love still lingers in me
As I lay here I read of your past words
I can't bear to throw away the past as that
why did you betray my honor so easily
how could you throw it all away
we were supposed to marry and yet
I know you would never come to that
but I blinded myself into loving you
and now I sit here in tears
wondering what went wrong
how could I have given it all up without a fight
Why did I think you would come back... as you did before
I told you it was time for us to part
and I wanted you to say I was wrong
but you agreed with me
why did you not fight for my love?
Why.... did you just accept it
I wanted to help you fight in life
I wanted to be the shoulder you cried on
I wanted so badly to be that extra hand to help you up
but you were to strong for that
and you said no to me as I said yes to you
Life has gone by and I have grown much
I still see you from time to time
and have heard many things about you
but you never once said Hey
and I have never seen you smile as you once did
A tear... for my heart
I can never forget what we had
I will never forget what you mean to me
I can never forget what you made me
You thought me to love
you thought me how to live
you thought me how to be me
another Tear... for my soul
Thinking of you I cry
for what we had was great
and it's gone... I told myself I would never forget
but I somehow thought I would
but years have gone, and girls have gone
and still... I think of you
I hope your doing good in life...
I hope your still being strong...
I want you to know I love you,
and I don't know how to tell you
A tear for our love
If we aren't together that's fine
but I want you in my life
I want to be there for you
I want us to grow together
I hope I can find the strength
to tell you this, I still love you
I never did stop...
I remember that last day... we had fun that day
unto the night we slept
and yet... The pain was still there
A tear for our pain
You told me the pain would be gone
You told me that after a while
I could find another to take your place
Noone ever could... I have tried
you had so much ambition...
so much love and a way with words
that I could never replace
you had so much passion
and I wasn't strong enough
You wanted so much more then I could ever give
I wanted to give you my heart and soul
I did... but I suppose that means nothing now
A tear for our memories
You've probaly forgetten me by now...
or at the least forgotten my face
As I was thinking of you... I began to cry
Not because of what we had
or all of our memories
I wept... because of all of our amazing days
I only remembered a handfull...and I wondered
In time... as I let more years go by
would I forget it all.... will I forget your face
Your smile... your laugh, your hardheadedness
Will I forget that at one time.. I loved you
Ten Thousand tears.. for you to say Hello
All of your poems that you write about people and breaking up...its ironic because the guy im with now...im going to marry him..and i love him so much...and the poems u write is what i would write about too if him and i were to ever break up..its just ironic.