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High School Love

The pain of your love still lingers in me

As I lay here I read of your past words

I can't bear to throw away the past as that

why did you betray my honor so easily

how could you throw it all away

we were supposed to marry and yet

I know you would never come to that

but I blinded myself into loving you

and now I sit here in tears

wondering what went wrong

how could I have given it all up without a fight

Why did I think you would come back... as you did before

I told you it was time for us to part

and I wanted you to say I was wrong

but you agreed with me

why did you not fight for my love?

Why.... did you just accept it

I wanted to help you fight in life

I wanted to be the shoulder you cried on

I wanted so badly to be that extra hand to help you up

but you were to strong for that

and you said no to me as I said yes to you

Life has gone by and I have grown much

I still see you from time to time

and have heard many things about you

but you never once said Hey

and I have never seen you smile as you once did

A tear... for my heart



I can never forget what we had

I will never forget what you mean to me

I can never forget what you made me

You thought me to love

you thought me how to live

you thought me how to be me

another Tear... for my soul



Thinking of you I cry

for what we had was great

and it's gone... I told myself I would never forget

but I somehow thought I would

but years have gone, and girls have gone

and still... I think of you

I hope your doing good in life...

I hope your still being strong...

I want you to know I love you,

and I don't know how to tell you

A tear for our love



If we aren't together that's fine

but I want you in my life

I want to be there for you

I want us to grow together

I hope I can find the strength

to tell you this, I still love you

I never did stop...

I remember that last day... we had fun that day

unto the night we slept

and yet... The pain was still there

A tear for our pain



You told me the pain would be gone

You told me that after a while

I could find another to take your place

Noone ever could... I have tried

you had so much ambition...

so much love and a way with words

that I could never replace

you had so much passion

and I wasn't strong enough

You wanted so much more then I could ever give

I wanted to give you my heart and soul

I did... but I suppose that means nothing now

A tear for our memories



You've probaly forgetten me by now...

or at the least forgotten my face

As I was thinking of you... I began to cry

Not because of what we had

or all of our memories

I wept... because of all of our amazing days

I only remembered a handfull...and I wondered

In time... as I let more years go by

would I forget it all.... will I forget your face

Your smile... your laugh, your hardheadedness

Will I forget that at one time.. I loved you

Ten Thousand tears.. for you to say Hello



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youthofsociety08's picture

All of your poems that you write about people and breaking up...its ironic because the guy im with now...im going to marry him..and i love him so much...and the poems u write is what i would write about too if him and i were to ever break up..its just ironic.