As I stand before this lonely night, my
Tears need disguising, and only
The rain can hide my cries. I
Often wonder why... the moon smiles
All the time, when this life is cursed
With a reality of agony... If only infedility
Was a crime... Maybe my heart would be
In once piece, instead of shattered
Within me... My soul wouldn't be so cold,
And this pain wouldn't be... killing me softly -
Often I've sought to be... the man women
Dream of; the one they yearn to love, but
Lately I've just been the target for mistrust. How
Could love fill my heart, only to be given
To the wrong soul? With this girl
I wanted to grow old, but
I failed to see, and refused to believe
That I was being used; abused by deceit.
Twinkle, twinkle to the stars above... share
With me your happiness, and guide me
Through these imperilments of love. I just
Wish that it would rain this lonely night,
To disguise my cries, and wash away
The memories... that this woman has given me...
Tonight I move on with my life.
Tha Prodigal One...
prodigal..I had to stop by to your site and of course,show u my love. Everything u write is from the heart and this one,esp.I can feel. I love these emotion-filled ones. Nice nice write.:-)