PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

Without you...

My soul is empty like the night without God's glory -

The wind whispering sighs from the narration of a sad story...

And within the contours of a melody

that my heart begins to play...

Exists a memory...

Somewhere in between my soul & sanity he's lost his way

Unable to decipher these words and the spaces in between,

I'm unable to get my point across...

Or my love for that matter

And as a matter of fact,

without you my love doesn't matter...

My love only seems to be matter -

Taking up space

My heart plays the same song of yesterday;

The same song as today,

Yet tomorrow promises a new day,

but without you my days are cold;

And my nights are endless...

And time only seems to be on my back instead of my side...

And aside from all this pain,

Pleasure is just a figment of my imagination...

Contemplating concentration, and living off of the reminiscence of a meaningless kiss...

I remember when your kiss had meaning;

Yet I can't remember the last time you kissed me...

Once upon a time,

Your kiss had meaning...

Once upon a time...

Once upon a time,

We held hands and made plans under the night...

And I awoke to the smell of your morning essence,

Which caused me to glow like the Sun;

Yet blinding me from the fact that I could smell you never more...

For, that day has come

Without you I'm overshadowed with misery

I remember when the feeling of being without you was a mystery

Now the feeling of being with you is a distant memory...

That I play over and over in my mind...

And in my mind I can't help but think

that someone is controlling your soul...

Your words have no more meaning,

And your eyes have grown cold...

Yet I can't help but remember the Queen who fell in love with me -

Always asked where was I going,

And then walked with me;

Grabbed a seat right beside me

And read every word of my poetry...

And I didn't even have to ask her

See, without you I am a lonely drunkard,

staggering through the corridors of your heart,

In search of a love that only seems to exist in my thoughts...

And with every sunset,

Memories arise in my mind,

Unlocking the vaults of memory banks that have been sealed by time...

And there...

There is where I find your love

Sometimes I find loving you to be more of an impossibility

than an ability,

Because the ability of me to stop loving you is impossible

Without you it is impossible to achieve the things we once dreamed..

Or is it that we're dreaming separate dreams now?

I can't remember...

And I pray you don't forget...

All the promises we made;

all the nights and days we laid together...

Togetherness only seems to exist when we're apart;

Yet when we're apart I pray that we were together...

I'm so... confused without you...

My mind is exhausted from thinking;

yet I can't help but think

I'm thinking...

Thinking...

The moment my thoughts stop,

The moment we aren't together anymore

How can something so beautiful become so ugly?

My heart searches for the answer in all the wrong places...

And every place I go my mind seems to see only your face -

Banana flavored skin...

Beautifully molded...

You're such a divine of a thing...

In which I used to have the pleasure of holding

I wonder do you think of me in waves that pull you under?

Under the rays of sun, love, I see none...

I wonder if you still love me the same?

I wonder if you still love?

I know you still love me...

I wonder???

I wonder how many times in a day you think of me?

I wonder do you think of me?

I know you still think of me...

I wonder???

Is this the finale of our love?

Do we have no more times to spend together?

Do we have no more kisses to share?

Do you hate me so much that you don't want me there?

Is it that you want me here...

Where I am???

Lonely... miserable... confused...

Do you love me???

I love you anyway...

In every way...

Like this poem,

Without you,

My life is to be continued...



Tha Prodigal One...