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Alone in my bed

a bear by my side

the night passes way

mixed emotions collide



Suffereing from abuse

Abuse from my own

Crippling my mind

Sereve damage to the dome



Day turns night

Night turns day

Brain errupts

by the words they say



But I hate to hate

Yet I hate to break

and I hate to make

PROMISES...

Which constantly I fake

living with a daily mistake

Just for the family's sake

Causing loses...



Just as i realize

I'm behind this wall

Yet clear but Solid

My hopes begin to fall.



I'm Trapped

I'm stuck

and madd as fuck!



I'm Pissed

I moan

Kick, curse, and groan.



Why I ask?

What did I do?

Your holding me back!

From my dreams and goals too.



Not yet happy

but I'll smile in your face

To satify your needs

And tip top closer to my place



But with every tip

I make with my toe

Your words hold my body

And won't let me go.



So, Just Please

Let me free

And Please, I beg Please

Let me Be.

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may 28,2002
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i have been
thru pain
like this one to .