Alone in my bed
a bear by my side
the night passes way
mixed emotions collide
Suffereing from abuse
Abuse from my own
Crippling my mind
Sereve damage to the dome
Day turns night
Night turns day
Brain errupts
by the words they say
But I hate to hate
Yet I hate to break
and I hate to make
PROMISES...
Which constantly I fake
living with a daily mistake
Just for the family's sake
Causing loses...
Just as i realize
I'm behind this wall
Yet clear but Solid
My hopes begin to fall.
I'm Trapped
I'm stuck
and madd as fuck!
I'm Pissed
I moan
Kick, curse, and groan.
Why I ask?
What did I do?
Your holding me back!
From my dreams and goals too.
Not yet happy
but I'll smile in your face
To satify your needs
And tip top closer to my place
But with every tip
I make with my toe
Your words hold my body
And won't let me go.
So, Just Please
Let me free
And Please, I beg Please
Let me Be.
i have been
thru pain
like this one to .