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Product of an Anxiety attack
The whisper, whispers in my head
Am I communing with the dead?
Thoughts drowning in my endless fear
Whats going on? Is someone here?
Calling, screaming out loud
Who are you seeking?
Why can I hear?
These voices so near?
Once you spent summer days
Smiling in the summer haze
What caused them to ceace?
Who took away your dreams?
My chocolate eyes darting
Trying to find you
My heart pounding loudly
Like a tribal drum
"Close your eyes darling"
Who spoke just then?
"This will end soon"
Where are you hiding?
I catch a dark wisp
A pitch black shadow's mist
As soon as I saw
It dissappeared just as quick
Smile, smile ear to ear
I feel like someone's here
I feel like I'm far
I know it sounds bazaar
A large and comforting room
Feels like its closing in
Head in hands I sob
I don't know what's wrong
Tears are spilling down my face
Like streams of my hidden fears
A silent scream rips my throat
I am silent even to you
For months I've been undisturbed
Why are you here now?
Why must I be cursed?
To hear all my fears
Now I sit silent and alone
Head in my still trembling hands
Silent sobs racking my empty body
Void of everything, except the fear.
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Nicely penned. I know these feelings well. Just try to breathe them clean and wash away the fear and pain. Life is a beautiful thing. I know not wht we must be suffering. Peace and blessings... Looking forward to reading more of your works!
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Ma'am, I mean damn you hit
Ma'am, I mean damn you hit this spot on. I have anxiety attacks and didn't know how to explain them to people but you just did. your an amazinf writer, Just wow.