Her name was Crimson Rose,
with flowing hair of red.
She stayed at home all day,
crying in her bed.
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But when she went outside,
a smile was on her face.
Though inside she was dying,
and wanted to leave this place.
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Everyone thought she was happy,
her family and friends.
But they had yet to see the pain,
and the scars that just won't mend.
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She never showed herself,
the real her she couldn't see.
Not knowing how to handle life,
or what she should believe.
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She asked herself one day,
why even stay on earth?
We are all dying anyways,
we have been since our birth.
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Might as well go now,
she said to herself.
And left a little note,
resting on her shelf.
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She stated these few words,
to all who read her note.
I'm leaving this place called home,
but not by plane or boat.
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I'm leaving here forever,
and never coming back.
Don't worry, it's not your fault,
your love I did not lack.
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For it was my own love,
I lacked deep within.
And if I could take this pain away,
maybe I could live again.
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Those were her last words,
or so the story goes.
All that's left is the wilted petals,
of our beautiful Crimson Rose.
~*~ Jill ~*~
that poem was amazing...i can relate, i'm the hyper one @ school the "happy" one...on the outside that is...i've made a suicide note b4, obviously havn't acted on it...yet...my poem "nightmares of happiness" describes me a little
I'm here for ya Jilly.