Addicted

Addicted to your love, it's like a drug

It's not good for me, but I can't get enough

Try to get clean from you so many times

But you keeping pulling me back in like a feen

So negative and full of sin

Broken promises and hurt

Tearing me up inside and out

Digging me in a deep whole of self destruction

I can't escape

Sexual thoughts and tensions arise

Everytime I look in your eyes

There is no true love, just fake

So why do I keep making this mistake

Addicted to your love, it's like a drug

It's not good for me, but I can't get enough

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I had this boyfriend who I know was not good for me. For some reason I just couldn't stay away from him. He hurt me time and time again but no matter what, I always gave my heart back to him. Addiction caused by not wanting to be lonely and loveless. But I finally realize that being with him was being lonely and loveless, and also stupid.

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Lindsay McKenna's picture

its kind of funny that i would find your poem now... today, being the day after valentines day and all... i spent yesterday with my addiction, and i've always called him that... when i saw your poems title on the main page, i was startled and even moreso when i read it. nice piece of work.
Adia

Oludare Alade's picture

I will want to know what it takes for a lady like you to understand a piece of poetry talent you got.sometimes i wonder why you are so far away from me and why we both get along at the different end.lets understand the reason why we met.

Baybee Klownette's picture

I know how you feel. I've also had been like that in my past. My fiancee and father of my children use to abuse etc but I could not leave him because... honestly I dont know why. Times I felt I loved him, times I didn't. But I got out of it and now, Im living life happy.

Keep your writing up, you have a talent! Well Done!!!

Baybee Klownette *^_^*