My heart, sinking lower into my chest, undoubtedly broken
With only one true existence; impassive emotions unspoken
Reality kicks in with such a cruel force knocking me down
No attempt to arise, no reason, no way to get up off the ground
Waking up to realize I could never love someone else
More than the one who hurt me more than I hurt myself
During all the years of loving you, the love had only grown
And nothing I could do was ever worth it to be shown
I just wanted you to love me ever so deeply
As I’ve consumed myself into you; could you consume into me?
But as always, you hold my heart, and you drop it on the ground
Squeezing out the blood running it dry; but inside it quickly drowns
But I pick up the broken pieces, each time placing it into your hands
Knowing you’ll crush it again, because you just don’t understand
And it skips a couple beats, creating the sound of my love
But soon you crush it again, without remorse for what I speak of
The perfection I see in you, is an eternal image in my eyes
Not fading away with the sting of the blurring from my cries
Burned so much, but running back each time, for more
Knowing my heart will be torn apart and stomped into the floor
But nonetheless, it’s worth the pain, to feel for you this way
To go on without love would be to live without you each day
it ain't worth crying for anybody esp. for him. Stai, remember your purpose, and his life. move on; follow your GOAL.
take care,and watch out.