I sit here and my mind fills up
With sweet abstractions of you
Sacrificing my heart?s last drop of love
Looking through this kaleidoscope view
I sit here and I hate you so much
I just can?t stop flowing with love
Bleeding the pain my heart clutched
When you thought I could give up
I sit here at this enormous front door
Waiting for you to walk into my life again
Knowing it?s locked forevermore
Still trying to understand
I sit here wishing to trust you for once
To have my barrier knocked down
To get up and brush myself off
When you rub my face into the ground
I sit here and my mind fills up again
With the abstractions of the world
Sister, Mother, Father, Best Friend
In each of this kaleidoscope?s twisted swirls
Awesome. There is so much feeling in it. I love it. Keep up the great work!