Purge

Folder: 
Bulimia

Take it all inside my mind
The stress of each day
I can’t leave it far behind
I can’t make it go away

Take it all inside at one time
Temporarily fulfill my aching needs
To clear my thoughts, cleanse my mind
Of all the shit that it exceeds

Chew it up, swallow it down
Until I can’t consume anymore
Internally it’s swimming around
Aimlessly inside my core

Look around, I can’t get caught
This secret is only mine
For if I do, they’ll make me stop
And I just can’t cease this time

So naturally, intuitively
Disgusting to everyone
Mastering it attentively
Can’t stop what I’ve begun

In my own little world
It’s all I can control
This messed up little girl
Hiding her secret in parole

Everything I have consumed
I need to get back up
To purge these thoughts I’ve resumed
So my mind they won’t corrupt

Entrapped, my thoughts are submerged
In a mind drowned by hunger
For love that has been purged
By disorganized control and wonder

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John Caravalho's picture

Very good poem it flows well