Silence lingers as my eyes swell up
Only my cries amplify the room
I’ve tried so hard to let you go
My tears create a never-ending flume
So many emotions, I just can not convey
You’re gone, I’m gone, I don’t want to look back
I can’t even admit to myself, the words I need to say
So I’m living in a made-up world, casting shadows of black
Smiling to hide the tears in my eyes
Laughing to drown out my cries
Running, from you, my biggest fear
Or just running away to get away from here
This point that I’m at, I can not progress
Your memory haunts me like an immoral fiend
Tearing down my mind, demonically undressed
Lashing in my head, leaving it corrupted, demeaned
Alone, here I complacently weep
But my eyes this time, are dry
Visions of you in paradoxical sleep
Haunting memories that will not die
- Stacie Sgrulloni ©
would so love to send this to my ex
This is beautiful, but nothing compared to your true beauty.