If you ever wonder how I feel, look into my eyes.
They never lie.
I’ve wondered where it’s going and if my heart will
Fall too deep.
Lately you’ve been my last thought before I fall asleep.
Considering the situation between us, it’s a bit disconcerting.
When we reach the end, and we will, I’ll inevitably be hurting.
You once told me when we reach a certain level of intimacy,
I know you’ll be close to or already falling for me.
And I knew it could be true,
That was definitely possible, because lets face it, I was already
Crazy about you,
But I didn’t want to put myself in that position where I would feel
Too much,
And you like me just enough.
So I find myself entertaining thoughts of maybe bowing out before it’s
Really too late for me, I’m already thinking of you too much.
I already miss looking at your face and feeling your touch.
I wonder if I could continue to see you regardless of how strong my
Feelings might get.
I remember thinking I should’ve done this a long time ago, the first time
We met.
Now here I am contemplating whether I can actually do this and stick around.
At times it amazes me when I hear your voice, how I’m affected by that sound.
You’re the first thought when I wake up in the morning.
I know soon the phone will ring and it will be you calling.
Maybe I am way in over my head and I should’ve known better than to let myself
Care like this.
But there was something about you. Then I felt your kiss,
There was something in your tone when you spoke, something in your eyes and your smile,
It all makes it hard to pull away.
So maybe I should go along for the ride, just for a little while longer, I’ll stay.
possible title?
If your really hoping to get a suggestion for this poem?...
possible choices may be... "What was I thinking?"
"stop!!! and simply feel" and "Why am I so afraid?"
BTW... I liked and enjoyed this post. I've been here myself.
I'm a hopeful (not hopeless) romantic...
Paul
As the eyes are the windows of our soul,
My poetry is the windows of my heart!!!