Behind The Mask

I cannot see myself,
like a shadow staring into a mirror.

To start the day,
I put on my mask.

A smile and dry tears
are my best fit.

I crack a joke to distract,
if only for a little while.

The pain hidden deep within,
somewhere between my heart and soul.
Which will break first?

Why was it that I was cursed?

Even with a titanium chest,
you may hear only the echo at best.

Each step feels like a battlefield.
I fear if I stop,
I'll run straight into my past.

"Fake it until you make it" is how I will last.

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