Life is confusing
Evil and abusing
But the one thing that I have
I don't know how long it'll last
I accept this one thing
With arms wide open
The look in my eyes cant be seen
Because there now shut
Recently
I've learned things
Tried not to listen
But've heard things
That can't be ignored
They hurt deep inside
I hope they're not true
But life sometimes lies
This one thing
Is who I am
It makes me
The love received
Somehow shapes me
But is it shaping
Me to fit the plan
Of life and love
Or am I getting
Screwed over again
It's not going to happen
Not this time
I honestly hope
Life is forgiving
And I hope
You can see
The love I'm giving
This one thing
I care for a lot
Would give my life and the world
To ensure a life with this girl
A sweetheart she may be
But she really confuses me
Please God
Guide her back to me
I don't know
If it's persuasion by one
Or it's your true feelings
I hope what we've shared
Hasn't been a lie
But I don't know now
I still don't understand the "why"
I can overlook what's gone down
Forgive you, wipe the slate clean
I honestly understand
That your only a girl of sixteen
But when I'm near you
My life's better
Your the one thing I have
And one thing I don't plan to lose
So I ask that you be honest
And show me where I'm headed
Because nothing bad is going to happen
Not this time
My feelings for you are
Beyond what words can say
So I hope you can tell me
Why I feel this way
In closing, I pray
That I don't lose you
That you're here to stay
But only you know
How this'll work out
Please don't leave me alone
Leave me without
A hope at a future
So be your own person
Make up your own mind
Friendships are great
But leave the suggestions behind
And look ahead
To where your heart leads you
No one else
But one things for sure
I love you too damn much
i dont exactly know what this is supposed to mean, or how im supposed to respond, but darling....you're wonderful, and im sorry for anything i've said or done thats been offensive. hugs and kisses babe.