What happened?

you have gotten me so lost in your eyes, I can't even think straight, those long talks, short goodbyes.. just love, no hate.
I realize that you're taken, but we talked way before then, I couldn't stop myself, from taking another chance to be with you again.
we talked for a while, everything was great, you got me hooked, I felt like you could be my soul mate.
I know we argued here and there, but we always worked it out in an hour, I couldn't forget the love we shared, so much love and power.
we never said I love you, I thought it all the time, I was scared what you would think if I said it cause you're not mine.
we claimed each other secretly, all I wanted was you to hold me in front of every one, I felt she was in the way, I wanted to just take you and run. 
everything started to change, for you not me, we didn't talk as much, I was left in the dark, confused and unhappy.
I thought I lost you, even though you promised forever, I should've known that nothing last that long, never. 
I'm still sitting here waiting, for one single text, anticipating what's gonna happen next. I'm paranoid, you're slowing killing me inside, I hate this feeling, feels like I already died. 
I can't not talk to you, I feel so alone, I dropped everything just to show you I was serious, but now you're gone. 
I have nothing, just because I made you my everything, promises are meant to be broken they say, why did I promise anything!?

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Waiting for texts Or calls...

Waiting for texts Or calls... Anything.... I know the feeling. :/


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