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11/1/01





Been happy for so long, it came as a surprise



To hear that I am crying, hiding under lies



I watch the girls around me, laughing having fun



I see that I am losing, when I should've won



I see that my hearts sinking, in a vast deep sea



And no one seems to care at all what's happening to me



I don't want a many million, just a life long friend



One to hold and comfort me until the very end



I hear a humming in my ear, lulling me to sleep



Erasing all the numbness that I've hid so deep



And as I close my eyes, just one final time



I'll leave behind my body, for all of you to find