Cut instead of Cry

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Self harm/Suicide

9/22/01





You sometimes ask me why

I cut instead of cry,

I use it to get by

But youll never understand

This screaming mad demand

To release my built up pain

with a bloody bright red stain

It's like I'm being torn apart

It wont leave once you start

It's the only way for me

Why cant you understand,nor see?

That I release blood of my wrist

To clear The pain thats fogging mist

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is the poem my mother found. and sent me to a therapist for. I rather like my therapist, so thankyou to my poem. although parents should- STAY THE HELL OUT OF THIER [well behaved] CHILDREN'S THINGS!

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Sarah Hadfield ..'s picture

I love all your poems but this one especially, its written really well and is just what needs saying to people who don't understand self harm.
x x sarah x x

Jenny Barth's picture

This poem struck a chord. It made everything seem so explainable and it made sense.
People often think i have issues because i cut myself, and when they ask me why i never have an answer that they understand but that has covered everything. You are an amazing poet!
Jenny
xxxxx

Miranda Hileman's picture

This poems sounds a lot like me a few weeks ago. I was so angry and my mom found mine and made me get help. Good writing tori...

Your welcome,
Miranda

Cecily Hope's picture

I remember cutting myself once... Only once, I never did it after that, but it's a kind of high you can't find anywhere else.