Suicide Motel

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Self harm/Suicide

11-26-02





Welcome to the Suicide Motel



Please wait here in the lobby



While the Master Masochist



Prepares to greet you



Never mind the screams



They might be hers



Or perhaps yours



Echoing throughout the night



She's in her room now



Slitting her wrists up to her elbow



And feasting upon her metallic wine



Her demons are SCREAMING



So no she can't hear you



She sees nothing but blood



So no she can't see you



Experience has left her raw



She'll never feel you presence



But her demons will and do



Enveloping you within the hallways



Moments of eerie silence



Each footstep echoes



And then I realize



That I am she



Almost as much as



She is I



Screams flood my mind



Penetrate my soul



And I scream back



But nothing matters



My dumb hand encloses cold metal



So this is touch-cold? I see the comparison



Shakily I bring it to my temple



My pulse jumping out against the gun



At a sickening rhythm



My blind eyes look about in fear



As my dumb hands move slowly



On their own accord



A deafening noise



To all but the deaf



As it splits through her skull



Black hair flying



Blood shooting out



A mute scream in the night

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Maryssa Bischof's picture

heavy. heavy and warped. but warped in the way that draws me in and holds my attention until the very end. i love the " her demons are SCREAMING... so no she can't hear you" that whole four line part there and then when you discover that you are she, she is you. oh, soooo good. loved it (if ya couldnt tell lol)
Rock out to your stereO
~ryss

Jessica Hessert's picture

This is amazing. It's really hard to put in words how I feel. It's inspiering to me. So thank you.