2/11/02
Mommy did my hair this morning, Mommy made me pretty
Looking in the mirror this morning didn’t feel like pity
That’s funny, it hasn’t happened in so long
‘Cause looking at my own reflection seems so wrong
Mommy thinks I’m happy, she must be a fool
But so do all the teachers that see my face at school
Don’t they realize those boys and girls are cruel?
I’m sick of the nasty words they tell that girl
Or watching the tears down her face swirl
I guess mommy doesn’t realize all this little girl has seen
And no one seems to notice she’s lost her will to dream
And Mommy, mommy, I can’t find my smile
Oh Mommy, mommy, It’s been lost for quite a while
But no matter were I look, I find emptiness inside
Even after all the times I’ve tried
And still no ones there to confide
And Mommy, Mommy, won’t you hold my hand
Oh Mommy, Mommy, I need help to stand
So maybe I don’t wanna grow up, just like everyone else
‘Cause, Mommy, what’s wrong with just being myself?
I’m not stupid! Everybody’s gotta learn!
But why are you so mean, what made you so stern?
Why isn’t everything like it used to be before?
And when I give my best, you’ve got to ask for more!?
You said, Mommy, you’d always be there
So this, Mommy, I don’t think it’s fair
Oh Mommy, Mommy, I don’t need your kisses
And Mommy, Mommy, I don’t want those Band-Aids
‘Cause Mommy, Mommy, I’ve found relief in knife blades
Wow. Amazing really. Better then mine. Heh, yours are so truthful and all. Mine are but, they aren't great like this.