MIND, THE CULPRIT

MIND, THE CULPRIT


Weird longing took me afar inducing my uncanny behavior;

Garrulous friends made me downcast and plunge into eternal sin;

Couldn’t desist my discomfiture and put up a façade; but

My comrades jabbered my pretext and questioned my venerability.

 

Implicating challenges, insecure utterances and unacceptable behavior,

Made me feel innumerable deaths; notwithstanding,

I sneered and bawled my incessant kicks;

Though, pestered by good sense, I tended to pose insouciance.

 

Loafing about, I rummaged still, for a paramount life;

But uncertainty and peskiness made it tedious all the more;

Failing to attain a glorious life, with a perturbed mind,

I swapped thoughts so as to restore my benumbed sense.

 

But the raging thoughts, day and night, and round the clock;

Brawled against my conscience; and it got settled finally;

The convulsion of mind scrutinized my conscience; and the verdict was,

Not to allow my mind go scot-free, as it ignored my conscience!

 

Appalling though; yet, my mind got to oblige what was inevitable;

Had it responded to my conscience, at times of trouble,

My life would have been aglow and reached a level of paragon;

And I would have quipped, “But for my conscience, I’d have had innumerable deaths!”

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's the mind that ignores conscience and makes us commit mistakes.  Hence 'Conscience' when not paid heed to, causes innumerable deaths before the so called natural death!

Ben

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In a way I agree, and in a

In a way I agree, and in a way I don't. I am not sure, as I can only speak for myself, but I am not so sure that ego and mind are one and the same. If so, then how when we quiet the mind in meditation, we have an awareness of a 'still mind'. Yes, the ego has left in most cases when in deep meditative states, but there is some awareness of 'mind', still, however peaceful?

 

Ego to me is fallacy of existence, but yet, we need some ego, even if a small amount in order to survive. If we had no ego at all we would not even care of own survival. It is almost like a double negative to human existence if there could be such a thing. Ego the culprit if you ask me.

 

Mind without conscience or understanding of one's subconscious is mind without awareness. 

 

 

A thoughtful write. I enjoyed.

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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I too agree with your agreement and disagreement 'coz sometimes our reflex action doesn't give the mind a chance to listen to our conscience and act instantly. But for that, what I infer from my writing is, if one listens to his conscience he will definitely be able to distinguish between right and wrong.  Yet at times, we act as we like without listening to our conscience 'coz we are ready to face any consequence.  Thanks a lot for your valuable comment.

Ben

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Most definitely. But also, to

Most definitely. But also, to develop a premise of peaceful interaction with others, an awareness that what he/she "perceives" as "right or wrong", is only in as much as his own mind, and not necessarily  the "truth" for everyone. This aspect of understanding is underdeveloped in the human species and contributes a great deal to so much of the war and prejudices among us. Always a pleasure, ben. I am "blessed" to be able to have this thoughtful and respected exchange with you, friend in poetry. ♡♥♡ thx....

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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Thanks a lot for sharing your views Nightlight.  I know, you read a lot to enrich your thoughts and share it with others.  Fine.

Ben

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I read and then I learn

I read and then I learn through interaction in life, and interactio n online, ben...and yes, try to share and always be open to learn more. -blessings to you-thanks.


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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You are right, Nightlight.  I got to learn a lot irrespective of my age.  I take it.  The problem is, I am too straight and natural!  Nevertheless, I take all comments from you to become better and better.  Thank you so much.

Ben

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Nothing to say Dear Mr Ben after esteemed Nightlight's comment

Nothing to say Dear Mr Ben after esteemed Nightlight's comment except that the wiring of the brain is very complex.Your-true-friend-not-so-far-away


©bishu 

 

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Thanks a lot for your immediate response and the complexity of the brain.  As far as I am concerned, I always take 'Conscience' as something in a human being that does the only work of pointing the right and wrong.  And 'Mind' is something that has all sorts of thoughts and makes man act in the right or wrong way.